Homecoming

Last night was homecoming. I bought nice dress clothes just for it, to impress my girlfriend more than anything. But, she only danced with me once, and barely spoke to me. Instead, I spent the majority of the dance taking care of a few friends, then I taught a new friend of mine how to slow dance, and we just hung out.

Then, that night, I had a dream about my ex. Normally, that'd be alright, but in the dream, it seemed like she wanted me back, which makes me sad, because I know she is happy with her new boyfriend. *sighs* I guess you never really stop loving someone, try as you might. But, that's me, the Sentimental Fool.

Missing her...

I miss my REAL girlfriend so much... I'm getting so lonely with her "brother" in her body all the time... Damn that D.I.D. Yes, my girlfriend has different identity disorder. Her other personality is named Zero, and he's her exact opposite.

They think of each other as siblings, which is odd, but so are they.Well, he's been in control since monday. So, that means no hugging or touching my gf. It sucks and I miss her so bad... I'm a very physical person; I love to hug and all that. It does not help that he goes out of his way to be unpleasant.

Well, homecoming this weekend, so I'm going to dress up. I had to buy special dress clothes. My girlfriend is going to be so beautiful in the dress she wants. But, she's always beautiful.