My name is Dylan. I'm 15. I'm real. I live in a small village in the United States of America. I'm a little bit on the crazy side. I have great friends and a beautiful girlfriend. But, when it all boils down to it, I'm just a horrible person.
I've lied, cheated, got into too many fights for too little reason, I swear, I hurt others without even trying, I can do the same exact thing as someone else and make it a 100 times worse. I have cut. I have a suicidal mind. I'm outright crazy at times. I used to be a cyber-whore. I make promises I can't keep. I flirt too much. I'm weak. Lazy. Ugly. Ha, ugly is what I am.
I'm not going to tell too much history. Just the most important thing to me: I cheated on the person I love most and I lost her forever. That one text message, to that one girl. It took away my happiness for the rest of my miserable life. When you analyze it, that's the main source of all my problems these days. Guilt about the greatest mistake I have made. Why the hell did I ever let those people back then turn me into such a heartless, twisted whore!? I'll never forgive myself for it.
If you know the real me, then you may or may not know this stuff. Well, everyone, stranger and friend alike, should buckle in. This is going to be very raw, and very unadulterated.
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